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meh
not feeling it this morning. extremely self-conscious. extremely irritable. just wanna lay in bed and sleep away the pain im feeling inside. i push away someone that is so sweet to me and attentive; something im so not used to. morning is off to a shitty start. deactivated facebook. lets see how long that lasts for.
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If there isn't an awkward silence there's nothing but shouting.
My kids mimic us.
I'm unhappy with him. I'm unhappy doing this on my own.
I feel like he's hacking at me, mind body and soul. I feel like I'm getting old way too fast.
This wasn't meant to be and I'm just prolonging the split. It's very much necessary and desired.
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The only one that listens
Is you journal. How complete and utterly depressing.
As I was going to say....
How nice it would be to sleep in everyday and not have to worry about making bottles, changing diapers, etcetera etcetera . How nice it would be just to give baby the stink eye and roll over.
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Tummy ache
It makes me sick to think that this is what it's come to. "you'll be fine" makes me sick
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Sober
Stayed sober for nothing.didn't change Jack shit. What a waste of time. Tomorrow is a different day. I'm ready for a change. I'll continue to laugh as i make myself happy, you poor dumb fuck
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Super mom move
Changed adens diaper while he was sleeping, aaaand, didn't wake him up!!
+2 for demonstrating ninja skills on baby fuss fuss!
<3 love you Aden,my Bree and jayboogies.
Meemeez time, again.
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Feeling bad....
Mark opened up to me the other night. His sincerity with every word meant alot to me. Shit, I didn't think he felt so strongly about me. He's been so patient and loving, and understanding ...and yes this should be a standard for all human beings but he wasn't like this before. So to see this change I've longed for for years, feels overwhelmingly ( Read more... )